Suspected of who I am now

II know there's lot of differences between me now, and some years ago. I just don't know how a person can change me a lot. From that day, I always try to find my fault, and so I made my mind to think that I should be a better person. It was some of my hardest days. Graduated from high school is one of the beginning of my life changing situation. I kept myself away from anyone, and I love to spend my time alone. So that I can find peace. Sometimes i think, why do I became like this? Well maybe this is because of one person. I don't wanna be seen, I'm afraid to know new person. I tried to make anyone seeing me as an unseen person. A girl who is not-really-there. So I won't hurt. I just don't wanna feel the same pain. I know, the suspected never really cares. 

You are the suspected

Of who I am today.

Some years are left behind, but you're just so unforgettable.