My old version

I was putting myself far away before this

Just to make me safe

I went to everywhere alone

I tried to forget anything until i forgot everything

I forgot the place where I belong, I forgot those who always supported me, I forgot everything like nothing is important than me

I always had a me time. I don't care about whatever people say. 

All i know was how to make me feel safe so no one can hurt me.

I was take myself away from anyone. Even for myself

At that time I was thinking about nothing. But, its proven that is the way to make me happier. Well, actually i was even doesnt care about myself. I let the pimple grow, the dirty shoes and the fat belly. 

Its like I was put my heart on a dark room and lock them there. And I throw the key.

I was hiding from anyone. Just because I want to make myself Invisible. I want love find me by this way.

But no, love can't find you when you're invisible.

Now I have understand that love can't find me. So I started to find my soul back. I tried to love myself. I listened to every compliment then I put them as motivation. I always try to be better. To make love find me. I have realized that I was wrong. Don't let yourself lost your path just because of pain that given by someone. Prove him that you're better now. And everyone will deserve a good person to stand behind them.