On the nite like this

On the nite like this, i'd like to wondering about something. It rather about something that has happened or the future. Sometimes im dreaming or sometimes regretting. Life, ups and downs is an common things that everybody feels. Its not about hiding it from other people, but its about a pain that you save, and you keeps alone, a big pain because its unshared. But when you shows and share about your pain, maybe you can feel lil bit happy when some other new pain is comes bcs of you shared it to others. Ignore this random post i dont really have a topic, i just wanna put my brain-heart-and hands plays together. When some other people doesnt understand you. When all you do is blaming youself, and forget to thankful to Allah. But, admit it. There always a day when we're angry with ourself, being annoyed to be you, and feel that youre wrong and blaming yourself, feel like youre the stupidest person ever. Yes. You did.

I know that you miss.. You miss your childhood when everything was so easier. When something that made you jealous is when youre friend got the first turn to play slide. But now, your brain is complicated, i have to think about my future... When all i want to do is play. I wanna be like someone else. Even sometimes i love to be myself. A faith that given by my friends keeps me strong.

Yah maybe that some of things that id like to think before i sleep.
See ya