Mistakes

Well, its raining outside hehe i dont know how to start. Hmmm i just realized that i made some mistakes. Yes, everyone made a mistakes and so do I. As a human we make a mistakes everyday, I always make a mistakes, hurt anyone, and so then. Sometimes youre saying something that you think its just a joke but other person take it to serious and hurted. But you dont know if they're hurted. I liked to talk or make a joke about something and realized if that would hurt someone but yeah i cant stop, i always do it. I said something spontaneusly. I'm not a type of a person who can control my mouth on saying something. Right now im just try to remember who was hurted by me hmmmm 😪 well guys forgive me if i have a mistakes, forgive me if my word touches you, forgive me if i was wrong, forgive me if my jokes are not appropriate😊 I will always wanna be a better person. Goodnight guys!

On the nite like this

On the nite like this, i'd like to wondering about something. It rather about something that has happened or the future. Sometimes im dreaming or sometimes regretting. Life, ups and downs is an common things that everybody feels. Its not about hiding it from other people, but its about a pain that you save, and you keeps alone, a big pain because its unshared. But when you shows and share about your pain, maybe you can feel lil bit happy when some other new pain is comes bcs of you shared it to others. Ignore this random post i dont really have a topic, i just wanna put my brain-heart-and hands plays together. When some other people doesnt understand you. When all you do is blaming youself, and forget to thankful to Allah. But, admit it. There always a day when we're angry with ourself, being annoyed to be you, and feel that youre wrong and blaming yourself, feel like youre the stupidest person ever. Yes. You did.

I know that you miss.. You miss your childhood when everything was so easier. When something that made you jealous is when youre friend got the first turn to play slide. But now, your brain is complicated, i have to think about my future... When all i want to do is play. I wanna be like someone else. Even sometimes i love to be myself. A faith that given by my friends keeps me strong.

Yah maybe that some of things that id like to think before i sleep.
See ya

BIRU

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Flii away - auburn

i just want to fly away
from of all this pain
things don't feel the same
feel like im to blame
i just want to fly away
can't believe your gone
i feel so alone
want you to come home

now i been sittin here
missin you
thinkin bout those crazy things you usta do
and I can't help but think that its cuz of me
more then a friend
You were blood
You were family
and I try to stay happy but I can't
(N0) I wish that You were here things aint the same
(N0) I wish that now you would have listned
should have paid more Attention
but now its too late

i just want to fly away
from of all this pain
things don't feel the same
feel like im to blame
i just want to fly away
can't believe your gone
i feel so alone
want you to come home

i just want to fly away
from of all this pain
things don't feel the same
feel like im to blame
i just want to fly away
can't believe your gone
i feel so alone
want you to come home


you know that it gets hard for me reminiscing bout what we did
and its killiin me inside
I wish that I could change the past
but I cant
(N0) I wish that you were here with me but cha aint
(N0) I know that things won't get better til I move on
wish I could but the feelings so strong
wish I had the chance to apologize
no I never meant what I said that night
but now its too late

i just want to fly away
from of all this pain
things don't feel the same
feel like im to blame
i just want to fly away
can't believe your gone
i feel so alone
want you to come home

i just want to fly away
from of all this pain
things don't feel the same
feel like im to blame
i just want to fly away
can't believe your gone
i feel so alone
want you to come home


I wish that I could fly away
wish that I could fly away
to be with you
I wish that I could fly away
wish that I could fly away
to be with you
im missin you like crazy
missin you like crazy
I wish that I could fly away
im missin you like crazy
missin you like crazy
I wish that I could fly away

I wish that I could fly away
wish that I could fly away
wish that I could fly away
I wish that I could fly away
ew-oh
wish that I could fly away
fly away
fly away
fly away
fly away
fly away
fly away
fly away



Thanks to tess for these lyrics

Thanks to zoechick for correcting these lyrics

Auburn - So over you

Lately I've been thinking that it's time
To realize that I've been oh so blind
With you I never really spoke my mind
You put me down, didn't support my grind
Now I feel my life is so refine
Finally able for me to shine
(I'm so over us)

Never really made it to cloud 9
Now that you're gone I'm doing just fine
Can't believe I wasted all my time
I thought that you& I were so intwine
If I could I would press rewind
And leave everything that you gave behind
(it was never love)

Everything I gave boy you'd break it
I was so hurt that my heart could'nttake it
You used to tell me without you I wouldn't make it
But boy you should know...
I'm so over you, it's crazy.
Taking your number off out my phone, boy I'm doing just fine alone
Can't believe I called you baby
Boy you should know,
I'm so over you

Don't even pull that I'm sorry thang
You don't even mean it because you havent changed
I could see you hold my frame
Maintain the thing so you could play your game
How you want me to rock your chain
But put me down to cover up your pain
What was I to do?
Boy you nearly drove me insane.
You'd cheat, I'd cry, then you'd explain.
Over & over the same routine
But me to hold on was such a strain
When I let go, that's when I gained, I'll never go back to you again
Boy you're nothing new

Everything I gave, boy you'd break it
I was so hurt that my heart could'nttake it
You used to tell me without you I could'ntmake it
But boy you should know...
I'm so over you, it's crazy.
Took your number off out my phone, boy I'm doing just fine alone
Can't believe I called you baby
Boy you should know I'm so over you

I'm so over you (6x)
Boy those things you do
I'm so over you

I'm so over you, it's crazy
Taking your number off out my phone, boy I'm doing just fine alone
Can't believe I called you baby
Boy you should know I'm so over you

I'm so over you, it's crazy
Taking your number off out my phone, boy I'm doing just fine alone
Can't believe I called you baby
Boy you should know I'm so over you