Stupid balloon

Oh my! Balloon yes im a ballon. Fly high, become bigger then broken. I dont wanna be balloon. I dont wanna fly if the end is broken. I just wanna stand on the ground. Never fly and fall. Stay till i ready to fly, fly and fall. I mean till im ready to fall. Ups and downs. I wanna stay in the middle even its flat. But is whole of better than fall. Just realizing that theyre same. They have pin for me, to burst the ballons. Never focus on one thing, always looking, and come to everyone, and gave the air for the baloons and made its fly than broke. Choose one. And left the other. But its too late. With my heaviest heart i wanna give up. Just wanna stay here, dont wanna go anywhere. No more drama


Brian McKnight - One Last Cry
My shattered dreams and broken heart
 Are mending on the shelf
 I saw you holding hands
 Standing close to someone else
 Now I sit all alone
 Wishing all my feeling was gone
 I gave my best to you
 Nothing for me to do
 But have one last cry
Chorus:
 One last cry
 Before I leave it all behind
 I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
 Stop living a lie
 I guess I'm down to my last cry
 cryyyyyyyy
 I was here you were there
 Guess we never could agree
 While the sun shines on you
 I need some love to rain on me
 Still I sit all alone
 Wishing all my feeling was gone
 Gotta get over you
 Nothing for me to do
 But have one last cry
Chorus:
 One last cry
 Before I leave it all behind
 I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
 Stop living a lie
 I guess I'm down to one last cry
I know I gotta be strong
 But 'round me life goes on and on and on and on
I'm gonna dry my eyes
 Right after I get my one last cry
Chorus:
 One last cry
 Before I leave it all behind
 I've gotta put you out of my mind for the very last time
 Stop living a lie
 I guess I'm down to my last cry

a bucket of flower

I dont know why im so obessesed with flowers. I write this cause i got envy when someone hold a bucket of flower on their hand. Even when me and ririn gave a bucket of flowers to citra, i still got envious. I hold that flower like its mine, wondering if someday i will get a bucket of cute flowers. A bucket of pink and white aster. Oh so damn cuteee!

Btw, for anyone who read this. Just read and ignore, dont even ask me about what ive posted on my blog. Cause i will feel awkward and i will lose my sense of writing :p

something untold

yes, i have something that i hide from anyone. Dont know how to start, dont know how to tell them. Even in the deepest of my heart i wanna tell about that but my little hearts seems says that is better if i save it for myself. Little bit shy. Afraid of what they're will talk about it. Thinking and thinking. That what i do now, thinking about the right time to tell. Hiding something is not right but i have a reason why i choose to keep my story. Btw hahaha whomever who read this, dont think too serious haha isnt about a serious thing.

Mocca

Mocca, maybe you all guys are familiar with these word. Yes, Mocca is one kind of coffee. But in this post is won't tell about coffee but a band. Mocca is a band from Bandung. Until now they have 3 albums and many song. I loooove this band because the lyrics from all of their song are easy listening and also meaningful. I love all of their songs, the first song that i heard is I think I'm in love. My friend, fina informed me about that song. When i listened to that song, My mind seems tell me if thats a cute song. Then i downloaded another song Me and My boyfriend, on the nights like this and etc. and until now I still listened to that song and never get bored haha amaziiiingggggg but yeah i dunno why i just love the lyrics.

I wanna tell ya about the meaning from some of mocca's songs that i loved:
1. Secret Admirer
Yes, from the title you'll know if this song tells about a secret admirer. A girl who has a seceret admirer. At the first time that girl feel annoyed by the secret admirer but at the last when that guy lost she missed him.
2.  Twist Me Around
This song about a unhappy girl because her relationship isn't like what she wants.
"I've always dreamed of being couple like Daisy and the famous Donald Duck

Harry and Sally or Bonnie and Clyde all you have to do is knock"

3. What If

This is songs seems like a girl who asking about the seriousness of the one who approached her.

4. Me and My boyfriend

A girl who very happy because she had a boyfriend that always there for her. She always shared everything to her boyfriend seems like she doesnt need her diary anymore.

5. On the night like this

This is a very short song but this is so cute, about a girl who wonder if his boyfriend can accompany her and listened to her story.

6. My Only One

About a couple who fights but that girl realize if his boyfriend is her only one even tough her mom doesnt allow her.

7. I Love you anyway

No matter what she still loves her boyfriend. 

8. You dont even know me

She tells to a guy if that guy cant make turn her down because she wont give up. About someone who judged her when he doesnt know who is she.

9. Dear diary

This is a sad song. About a girl who thinks that she will leaving her boyfriend because she wants everyone is happy

Oghhhh i think enough i got lil bit confused now hahaha actually there still some songs that i loved but i think i'll post em later or you can search em by ursefl on google. Thats all see yaaaa! Hope you'll love mocca like what i did :p

Eid Mubarak

Hi guys HAPPY MUBARAK,
Because of I'm lil bit miss my blog so today I decide to post something hehe
when you're browsing, what kind of things that you like to search?
if me, myself I do really likes to search something on google, i'd like to search about DIY (Do It Yourself), crafts, photography tips, and about something cute. but, when I was JHS I liked to open facebook everytime I'm online. But now, i think that facebook is boring so i left facebook. I also like to youtube-ing to watch some random videos, but my favorite one from youtube-ing is listen to the some song that covered by someone, my favorite one is Jason Chen.
but sometimes, when i liked some songs that covered by the them, I downloaded the official song from the original singer. I'm little bit disappointed because the song that sings by the original artist isn't as nice as when it covered. Like a song from Ne-Yo, so sick. its sounds so nice when jason chen sings it, but when i download the original song by Ne-Yo hmmmmm too bad haha feels like I wanna download the covered song from Jason Chen.

That's some story about my habit when online!
see ya! HAPPY EID MUBARAK!